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Showing posts with label kisser. Show all posts
Showing posts with label kisser. Show all posts

Monday, October 24, 2016

Dat SPARK tho

The art of kissing.

Have you ever had a kiss that you think about for days? Have you ever been able to recreate the spark of his kiss just by thinking about it? Have you ever been on an average date, then he kisses you goodnight and it blows your stomach out of your butt? God Dayyyymn, apparently I have.

Being a good kisser is just as important to me as good conversation. Actually, fuck conversation and just kiss me some more. No, but seriously... Luckily for me I have had two great kissers in my recent past (aka 2 months). But this last one, oh hot damn! I've been realing for 4 days now. When I think about it, all I can do is smile.

We met about a month ago, while I was just starting to date someone else. Well, that someone else, decided to ghost me (see below blog). And thus I extended a sweet little "hey, how are you?" text to the new boy. The first date was pretty standard. Good conversation. Delicious cherry sour beer (YUM). And Italian dinner. The first date wasn't mind blowing but it was still good. We met in this small historic downtown area for drinks and decided to go get dinner somewhere else so I drove. Well at the end of the night I took him back to his car, and he turned to kiss me before he got out of the car. MAAAAAAGIC! Pure magic. I melted. I can't even explain what or how he did what he did, but it was like a drug. I'm hooked. That spark is what everyone wants. Welp, I just might have got it.

Next chaper: Does the spark continue?
To be determined...


Saturday, September 24, 2016

Dating with an expiration date

Hey guys, 

So it happened. I went on a second date. Crazy I know! And a third. And a fourth. And a fifth. I actually didn't even know fifth dates existed. I thought they only existed in some imaginary world with unicorns and the tooth fairy. But no, they are real. And date number five is what leads me to my fucking single blog that no one reads. 

This guy. This guy is sweet and a great kisser ;) but we are dating with an expiration date. He leaves for the Navy in 3 months. What.THE.hell. This fun fact doesn't only make dating him feel like I'm on the struggle bus of emotion, but it's a serious question of what happens when he leaves. Are we friends with benefits? In a relationship? Should I spend more time with him? Or less since I don't want to get attached? Do we attempt long distance? Do we never talk again once he leaves? Literally I could type 20 more questions of what has been running through my mind for the last month. 

Why, God, why does this have to be so complicated? 

Well, I have no answers. So I guess I will just blog about it later.